things really happen late in the night or maybe shall i put it this way. thoughts really amazes oneself late in the night. the lucky number 2 2 days,2nights. 2people,2times shucks.
i've looked thru the yearbooks the other day. i thought of the times you approached me out of the blue, asking me questions that you already know the answer to. When i gave you that answer you wanted, i'd be seeing you at that particular place all the time. I asked for another's number and you asked me what was it for secretly. haha. still remembered that time man.Only when i told you it was for an event, did you give it to me, (hours later). Was i thinking too much again at one time when you spotted me from afar and waved to me from a moving vehicle in hope that i'd see you and wave back, when i remembered so clearly that you said that you cant see too far away, and boy do i know that. Were you being polite and friendly like your usual self, waving to someone you knew in a foreign place, and i'm just reading too much into it?
why. why ask me stupid questions when you know the answer why did you seem so uninterested when i told you about an event in front of everybody, only to approach me later when i was about to go home, asking me for more info about it? why did you even gimme your number, asking me to keep you updated about it only to not turn up for it later? why are you still so friendly and polite over the sent messages? i need answers from you my friend. i think too much space has been allotted to you. it's time to move on, away from you. end.
I met you 2wice this week. all at the same place.that's kinda cool, cause...i was thinking of a repetive question when i saw you. Are you my answer for all those questions? i hope so. hey it concerns my future k? seeing you, well, since it's 4am sat morning, i guess i shall say, since yesterday, it feels as tho'.. it's like the first time we met. The same feeling, surprise and novelty? The innocence i can say. It's somewhat refreshing to all those hustle and bustle of life.
Being in church really calms me down. For better or worse i know he'll guide me along, for when one door closes, another opens.
This week has really been a paranoia week for me.Unnecessary stress, crazy and complicated thinking.Aargh! It doesnt help when you have an irritating friend that keeps adding onto your stress load without even realising it.Screams!!!!!
sigh. and as i'm typing this i realised that i've been ripped off for certain things i've said and typed. i feel like cursing now i swear. please calm me down.
nevermind. i shall revert back to my princess smiley and get myself onto the CNY mood once again. party at Aunt's house on Sunday and i think i'll pop by to Sarah's laterr on today :)
Lemme think positive. I'm too negative-pessimistic a person.
smile. cause it just spreads the joy around.It may even change a person's life. For now, i'll enjoy every single day, till that dreaded day comes. Let work fill my brain once again.Then i'll be too tired to think about other stuff :)
