YES! daddy and mummy gave me the green light for dancing again. they made me wait so long cause it's not ballet i'm going back to and they think that it's a waste since then my distinction certs would be a waste. but still, jazz needs ballet baby! woohoo..
yay! but i miss DANCE ARTS. i wanna go back. who ask them to relocate to some ulu place. ok it's not ulu. it's funan centre. but still. so i decided on trying out at JITTERBUGS!
YES!YES! movie marathon tonight, and SCREAM3 starts in 15 mins. pure pleasure of listening to helpless bimbos screaming. haha well. i derive happiness and laughter from them.
yeah! love!peace! baby! I LOVE MY BABY TEE! Anyone Wanna Join Me? Takers? Anyone?
Song of The Week! ain't nothing wrong with that! Whether it's rock and roll or old soul (It don't matter) Disco, Calipso (It don't matter) Suit and tie or tie-dye (It don't matter) Snakeskins or Timberlands (It don't matter) Tight fade or long braid (It don't matter) Red head or brunette (It don't matter) Breakdance, slamdance (It don't matter) Do the jerk until it hurts
I'm tellin' you Ain't nothin' wrong with that (I'm tellin' you) Ain't nothin' wrong with that (I'm tellin' you) Ain't nothin' wrong with that
I don't know but I've been told When the music gets down in your soul It makes you want to loose control And there Ain't nothin' wrong with that
VAS & PRIS!!!! You blow me away. OMG! i love you to bits. VAS, you are the best male partner one could ask for. You really take the lead. It's a huge contrast to melvin, whom underperformed. He cant do male leads ?!?
PLATINUM, so proud of you. Especially shulin,k and clare. woohoo... i love your step up performance! andrea, great ballet.
oh, i'm a great fan of benji from sytycd, but i thought his performance tonight kinda stinks. he just keeps doing pirouettes non-stop. i mean, where's the choreography?????
I hope either V&P, Platinum wins. Only you 2 deserve the title! woohoo...
wait a minute, why are you moving like that wait a minute, boy, why are you trippin like that!
Saturday, April 28, 2007
home alone. fun? doubt so when in a week's time it's exams AGAIN!
i will not deny that doing the SATs is fun, but it's kinda rigourous. need tons of memory stamina. especially the english section.
but i think i can i know i can YES! back to studying!
it's gonna be serious playing after next saturday
7 MORE DAYS
Friday, April 27, 2007
despondent
Thursday, April 26, 2007
not feeling well. not in the mood. things arent going as they should. i hate colds and sorethroats.
sorry people if i've to turn you guys down all the time. i really wanna hang out together like a buncha monkeys but i'm not in the mood to do so. especially when i'm behind time now. sorry. will make it up someday. and that someday is sometime soon. :) i'm trying to cheer myself up too
NP: There You'll Be-Faith Hill (i'm hooked on country singers these days)
Monday, April 23, 2007
what a day. where plans dont go as expected. and things suck as you read other people's blogs and feel as tho they have their lives in order whereas yours is in a complete mess. dang! but who cares. actually. i do.
must you use such bombastic words. kinda a show off right
this is why i say my plans go awry. i was supposed to go over to my aunt's today. but last min, didnt need to. next, supposed to meet joey for dinner at nydc and later to jitterbuggs buy in the end, cancelled too. she because of work which is fairly understandable and me because of the unpredictable weather.
previously fran said i've lost touch with most of em' and i got dated yest all 3 at one go. fran at 12 for lunch with colleagues, elaine at 3 for shopping and dinner at 7 with jo. but in the end,
it's rainin, no. pourin just now, lightnin and the works. feels just great. good music nice book cosy room yummylicious tea. i love the rain.
i'm in elaine's previous post. what else! my chinese la
so i arrived. wasn't all that hard to find.humms. they all speak chinese, cos it's a chinese learning centre!! D.HO, you so need to go there and immerse yourself in the chinese language/culture hahaha.
good one girl.
i'm feelin so emo now i've finally found the song. it never fails to make me cry. i so need you in my life now.
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out I thought I had all the answers Never giving inBut baby since you’ve gone I admit that I was wrong CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without youI ’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without youI keep trying to face the day Lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues? Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You’re the only thing that’s on my mind Oh my beds so cold at night I miss you more each day Only you can make it right No I’m not too proud to say
Lost without you I keep trying to find my way And all I know isI’m lost without you i'm Lost without you
hey hey! i've been a good girl!'i taught angela math today. haha. yeah. played mahjong and even cooked yummylicious waffles! woohoo.. i studied for SATs too.. yay! life's getting mundane but well heck it since major exam's comin up. i love my life! yay! ok. that needs reassuring. haha
eyesight's pretty bad. i need help. please tell me it's because im staring at the comp fer too long.
Lord i still need your help to tide over this crisis. It's giving me the creeps lord. please help me. grant me strength, peace and serenity. In You Shall I Find Strength And Salvation Do Not Put Me To The Test.
Pretty Tea Set. it's like masak masak Have a Cornetto Break! For the lil' in betweens :) Too much batter, it spilled! Yummylicious outcome! With ICE CREAM!
I met aunt jenny at compass today. went for swensens. hey they had students specials and boy it was worth it. I found this really cute toy at metro. Aunty and I Wonglilin and AllanWu's faces floating all around Swensens. they're like headless ghosts Aint this cute. How i wish. Sigh. I gave up my dream.
Lord please help me tide over this crisis. Is there really something wrong? I'm really afraid. Please give me strength, and faith in you. I need a peace of mind Lord. Your sheep is really afraid. Please grant me serenity.
mumsie cooked chicken abalone soup yesterday and i'm still full from it. it's been ages since she cooked that fer me. yummsss... haha. love you mummy!
well i finally got all the pics from rach so u don't only see the embarrassing ones that were up previously. ahha
here goes!the cute lil octopus that has a imaginary mouth/poutyummylicious RUM-RAISIN!!!! woohoo... i swear i ate tonsit was floodin. and i was made to do this because the auntie almost caught meto the other auntie that gave us crazy looks when we took pictures in the ladies after she left!we were doin my infamous 321s. haha. and this is half the story
stars of the eveningcollage of angie and i at sakura and at unc anth's house aint the magnets pretty? :)
it made me happy.
i was talkin to kaiyim yesterday when she made me ponder over her crazy antics.
she also said that this is actually our last long vacation.
i mean. yeah. i didn't think of that.
i told her after 3/4 years time too, after graduation. but she replied: then there's work
yeah. the thought of it now scares me.
i mean.
our last long holiday before life really hits on you
and you realise that all the committments will fall on you.
i mean that's part and parcel of life but.
i still don't wanna grow up!
haha.
kids wanna grow up
and adults wanna stay young.
ironic eh?
fer me.
i never did.
i know you can't stand the waiting,boy,
let's say no more games,
no messing with the mind
always room for change
let's give it one more try
i got my bags packed baby and i'm ready to go
look at my eyes rock steady and i promise you more
i got my heart back baby and it's skipping a beat
i got my ass in check, checkin' out, i'm ready to feel
u appeared to me over and over again in my dreams.
oh my gosh. SAKURA was satisfying. haha. pictures will be uploaded way later. Sakura was not all. we proceeded to Unc Anthony and Aunty Rosie's House! Where they played mahjong and i had fun teaching Rach and Angie Math, Science and English. Woohoo. Have not lost touch with math. YES! it will give me adequate practice for SATs.muaha But that's not all. We went for a walk in the evening with UncAnt round the condo and i realised that he has not one or two but THREEEE tennis courts. it's like heaven on earth man. in addition it was Uncle Anthony's friend that was playing with his wife. We 3 later realised that he's also our church parishoner, just that he goes for the 10.45 mass and we do not recognise him. hah. It was such an uncontrollable urge and with the constant talk about it, also with Rach's support, i was like CAN I PLAY? haha. woohoo...the last 15 mins his wife surrendered and let me take over. haha. i kinda regretted it cause i was in jeans and polo with sneakers. haha. how to run, let alone chase the ball. whatever it was, MyGaawd. it was the best evening and game. he made me run and i made him run too. it's a super sweaty affair. hahahahaha
Well, that made me lose calories. YEAH! thumbs up for the tennis game. it has rekindled my love. awww.. haha i'm on cloud nine now. yeah! but that came to naught when they called for macdonalds. the guys were too lazy to walk to either toapayoh or central to buy food. tsk tsk. so we ended up orderin til the bill came to a whopping 57 bucks man. like what the. but it's kinda ok for 9 sets of macs. haha. woohooo. and in addition, furniture came in today. yay! so office like. haha. that's all. i'm too tired now. oh and i did my SATs today too. i'm such a good girl. thank god for his guidance. i hope i will keep this up. :) i'll just keep smiling. anyone interested for a tennis game? i am. i hope 'you' will call me. :) tata :):):)
My doll's eyes are as blue as the sea Diamond jewel is far more sparkling than her clothes' silver If blood be red, why then her lips are like roses If skin be soft, hard plastics would grow on her body I have seen her cry, both loud and in her heart. But no such scene see i her smile And in some dressers is there more happiness Than in her own room where loneliness comes out to play I love to see her dance, yet well i know That the funeral march is more a pleasing sight I grant i never hear her speak. My dollie, when she screams, brings the shattered glass back to life And yet, by heaven, she is my best friend Nothing greater on earth could divide our love for each other.
phew. after a gruelling week of massive packing. i'm finally done. like done. woohoo..
my room looks as if i've just shifted in, empty. so nice. a huge empty room. all mine. haha
my very very old ballet bag.I love doodling on my chemistry notes. no wonder i did badly. wait i think it was the teacher that killed my interest and forced me indirectly to doodle. thumbs down to you!A Very cool pic of my band. I'm that small lead guitarist on the lower right hand corner.
I did this to my SATs book. well. don't blame me. the page was blank and i was tired. so. yeah.
Sakura with churchies tomorrow. pictures,definitely. i mean there are like 3 cam whores, it's more than enough. yumm. i'm so hungry now, i'll eat my fill tomorrow like never before. hey hey, i've been on a strict calorie count this week to ensure that there are no additional pounds tomorrow. anyway, that's all fer now. i'm too excited.oh, and also i should have another scolding session regarding the SATs, i promised to study today but didn't. was too tired. sigh.
lemme outa this stressful period. i wanna study, but it's so. argh! words are not enough to express this feeling i'm experiencing right now. i feel kinda dumb actually when i packed my stuff.i could write with such conviction years ago that i couldnt believe i wrote such stuff. now i know why. i mean, my vocab, grammar, every angle of my english is worsening. aargh! i need to improve. i must regain my A!
hmm... 2 different pictures show different answers. i think it's the way i smile. but cool. i dont look like, i SMILE like Aya. actually it's true to a certain extent. i have that way of posing for pictures. thankfully there are no guys in this version.
The question is. DO I? What do u think. go ahead and try it too :)
Sweets For My Sweet has left me drooling for more. MY SECRET GARDEN. I WANT! Joey Leong you better bring me along with you. oh and lets go to VALENTINO together. it's a date baby :) i'm craving for my blueberry cheesecake now.
All my girls say boy I'm totally gone Acting crazy I don't know what I'm on It's not easy tryin'a put on a front Baby I'm speechless I don't know what you've done Boy whenever you call my stomach's in bits I can't focus at all your got me twisted I live for that talk when you call me your chick Just so all the girls know I gotcha for keeps My coolness is blown I need my fix In a matter of days I'm not myself I'm all over the place I get a chick fit When I hear your name I totally flip Sigh. I'm so tired and stressed in mind. i need a break but i feel so freakin guilty when having one. Someone take me out and relieve me of stress please. imagine. i want to eat the blueberry cheesecake and i can very much imagine it now and i can almost feel the texture in my mouth. aarh! yumms. and also if i can eat it without gaining weight. woohoo. hea-ven- on-- earth!
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
Why People Shouldn't Fall In Love With Tennis Players. Love means NOTHING to them.
elaine's taking too much space on my blog. i need new friends. any takers? haha
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Looking at the pages of my life Faded memories of me & you Mistakes I know I’ve made a few I took some shots that fail from time to time baby You were there to pull me through Been around that block a time or two I’m gonna lay it on the line Ask me how I’ve come this far The answer’s written in my eyes
Every time I look at you Baby I see something new It takes me higher than before It makes me want you more I don’t want to sleep tonight Dreaming’s just a waste of time When I look at what my life’s been coming to I’m all about loving you
I’ve lived I’ve loved I’ve lost I’ve paid some dues And baby we’ve been to hell and back again Through it all you’re always my best friend For all the words I didn’t say and all the things I didn’t do tonight I’m gonna find a way
Every time I look at you Baby I see something new It takes me higher than before It makes me want you more I don’t want to sleep tonight Dreaming’s just a waste of time When I look at what my life’s been coming to I’m all about loving you
busy these days with studies and ackin my room. yes once again i'm packin. this time it's for new furniture. laine has been msgin all of us to see when we're free for mahjong. i just cleared my phone messages and realised that every 3 messages one belonged to her, regarding mahjong. haha.
too busy. some idiot just said i was a bitch. really? should i thank you for it? i didn't know i could be bitchy, since i wasnt' the bitch type. we have jealous people out there, dont we? immature people with no life. tho i cant say i have a proper one, i'm not as free as to do stupid things. advice from me to you? get a life
ok. the bitch is out. the bitch is out. haha. i need it out of my system once in a while. kudos to certain things in life.
I Miss Those Days at Ikea With Elaine. My dicto-bird. Watch Flintstones and you'll know why. Insert your friends. Chheese...Ikea's Meatballs. yummm...Delish SteakThe Bad Bunny Outside the restaurantJAWS. Screams..The lotus ladyIt's a small world after all.With Love from me to all loved ones. And if you're wondering why there are no stupid pictures of elaine, because there was this particular hot eye candy around us that day oh, and a crowd. and she didn't want to look dumb and silly. No smiles to you.
After all those weeks of Stations, the final one was a heartbreaker.
I was moved to tears when i imagined myself walking and journeying together with Jesus
The agony and pain he had suffered for us, to redeem us and to save us.
Tho the play act was slightly exciting at the start, i felt that it was a tad of a mockery of Christ.
I don't know why but i felt that way. Certain actions were like a total joke.
Other than that, it was swell hell of a good time :)
Praying together with the YouthVineyard and angela, makes the whole experience similar to catechism. Boy i miss those carefree days. Praying, Crying, Singing, Hugging all together. Especially with my girls- f.A.t.E. friends always together eternally.
kudos to you girl pals, we've been thru good and bad, cold and wet, hot and sad.
Times where we locked ourselves out of the Seminary Bunk, TWICE! haha.
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Pretty Tea Set. it's like masak masak
Have a Cornetto Break! For the lil' in betweens :)
Too much batter, it spilled!
Yummylicious outcome! With ICE CREAM!
I found this really cute toy at metro.
Aunty and I
Wonglilin and AllanWu's faces floating all around Swensens. they're like headless ghosts
Aint this cute. How i wish.
Sigh. I gave up my dream.
the cute lil octopus that has a imaginary mouth/pout
yummylicious RUM-RAISIN!!!! woohoo... i swear i ate tons
it was floodin. and i was made to do this because the auntie almost caught me
to the other auntie that gave us crazy looks when we took pictures in the ladies
after she left!
we were doin my infamous 321s. haha. and this is half the story
stars of the evening
collage of angie and i at sakura and at unc anth's house
my very very old ballet bag.
I love doodling on my chemistry notes. no wonder i did badly. wait i think it was the teacher that killed my interest and forced me indirectly to doodle. thumbs down to you!
A Very cool pic of my band. I'm that small lead guitarist on the lower right hand corner.
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Insert your friends.
Chheese...
Ikea's Meatballs. yummm...
Delish Steak
The Bad Bunny Outside the restaurant
JAWS. Screams..
The lotus lady
It's a small world after all.
With Love from me to all loved ones.
