wedddings + my favourite k-drama = mood for love! sounds love deprived but what the hell! woohoo! fantasy here i come! ok. i use too manyy exclamation marks. but then again wht the hell!!!!!
you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you cant fight the moment like this! -latin style+jazz moves
i saw you again. like after eons. nostalgia struck me when i saw you. that feeling, that innocence and dream come true. it was never meant to be mine. but what the hell. love holds no bondaries. sometimes, when i make my own secret wish, i get to see you, seconds later. that feeling... je ne sais quoi. you see, you know, you feel it, and you want it, but unfortunately, you open your eyes too. and see that everything was just a figure of your own imagination. reality really hurts. it hurts more when you set high standards only to fall from great disappointment.
sometimes, seeing you either makes me feel motivated for everything in life, or seeing you makes me realise that something so close could be so far away from me. something that i want so dear to call my own, but is something that no matter how hard i work for, strive for, cannot be changed. cause things work both ways. unlike.. ugh! studies. -.-''' cant believe that word popped into my head. -.-'''
i cant say it's disappointment cause 'it's' out of reach.
those were the days when all i want is to lay my head on your shoulder, knowing that i can fall asleep safely by your side. with you around, i can be anything, do anything. with you, heaven is close enough. all i want to do is know that you'll be there for me. that's all i ask for. to hug me from the back, knowing that you'll catch me if i fall. really. bo go ship po.be chil eh soh
sometimes, foriegn words maybe due to the lack of knowledge or smth, but it makes me feel well... er... it feels like you're stepping into unknown territory and that their words expresses feelings stronger than they really do.
silence can be so nice. sometimes when i keep silent, it's not that i'm unfriendly, sad, anti-social or anything, but sometimes, actions do speak louder than words. the silence between two can be stronger than anything else. it's more of a 'i know what you're feeling' kinda silence. the connection between two souls is just simply wonderful. the feeling's great. i feel, therefore i see.
wake up, smell the roses listen and see just look around you and see how wonderful the world really is do not say a word, i ask of you cause destroying the silence is smth i cant see
love looks not with the eye, but with the mind. And therefore is wing'd cupid painted blind edit: AARGH! enough of this shit. complaining time! what else can girls do better than complain man. -as guys always say i hate you GUYS! first it was alann than daniel. aargh! i hate it when i'm cdeeply concentrating on my studying then boom! some idiot scares me from behind. guys i have a weak heart k. go easy. dont make me drop on the floor beside you. ok that was quite comical. but. YAH! i hate it. alann good ah. say BOO so calmy. then daniel, WHAT are you doing. thinking about it gives me the bejibbers man,.
another pet peeve is the stupid rainy season. ok. i love the rainy weather but not when idiots around me go " you can stand under my umbrella. ella ella eh eh eh ..." whoa. i just feel like sa-lappin' yer face man
-.-'''
ok.this is now one huge roller coaster post. fom cry-y shit to damn pissed now.i'm done ok . denise go read a book now or smth. it's an order.
Phew! Weddings are tiring but fun! However, they also leave me confused about certain things. things that i will post the next time around. tired right now. i need a break. but of course! pictures! haha. i love confetti. i love self-made-tiring confetti.
People Pictures Up First!
The Pretty Cousin/Sister Bride! i love her to bits =D
The Groom. haha. i love his expression. the look of WHAT!-YOU-WANT-ME-TO-SING?
The political issues family. dont ask. but i just have to say it.
Hotel Room FUN! Daddy trying to make the shanghai tan look
Me in the bathroom
Daddy and i during dinnner. i love this pic! do we look alike?
Mummy and i! with our lips turing purple-due to the red wine
FAMILY PORTRAIT!
ok. that's all for now. weee~ lurve is in the air... ddumdummdumdummdum
Thursday, October 25, 2007
if you think this was bad premature degeneration
stressful days that made all of us sick now *cough cough*
we went mad paedophile that has TWO women behind him
trying to imitate those freaking ah lians. obviously we cmi. thank god.
chancery books+dust+rain+persperation+late nights+inconsiderate bugger=cold+cough+throat irritation during the hols= no enjoyment.
go figure.
and i'm finally done with treitel.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Where's The Justice in this? You Are Blind! aargh!
there's just too many things i wanna get off my chest right now. aargh!
1) what's with the elite school's students's behaviour? doesnt mean that if you're from an elite school, it gives you the permission to behave as though the whole world owes you a living.
2) what's with the people staying near the churches and their behaviour towards the catholics? i mean, what's your problem? so, okay, we're rushing to church, we're late, we cant find a good parking lot and sorry we have to occupy the space in front of your house, but that doesnt give you the right to stereotype that catholics are bad drivers and passing off crude remarks such as "Is this how a catholic should behave?" i mean, hello!!! parking is one thing, religion is another. fyi, religion doesnt teach us how to park cars. yes they teach us to be considerate, but it's because you people want your land back that forces us to have a lack of parking space right? aargh! passing off that remarks make it seem as tho' catholics are the worst in parking. so i suppose the buddhists, taoist, christians, hindus.... are better parkers? what nonsense shit! freaking pissed. arrgh!
3) what's with the act of the repealing of section 337A of the Singapore Penal Code? the gay activities and stuff? ok. so you people have a voice and want to prevent this from happening, but have you think about why the government want to do this? i'm not saying i'm anti-gay or hate/wants to abolish gays or smth but the truth is, sometimes, it is due to such activities that children, kids, people, husbands,wives have such unwanted diseases. infants born with diseases, why? cause the husband played, fooled around?!? tell me women. do you want your husband to be 'clean' before marriage? i mean, o know some of you out there that wants your husband to go thru all those medical checks before your marriage right? why? it's because you're afraid he's guilty of such activities but hate to admit it. truth hurts again huh! too bad!
so before you go on such aimless or follow blindly signing your name down for some repeal thingie, please, read up, think of consequences, think on both sides of the picture. so yeah. is it against religion to have gay intercourse too? God made a MAN and WOMAN for a purpose. not MAN and MAN!
aargh! i need time off. so lost and confused these days. just like this zombie roaming town. stupid assignment that needs to be completed by wednesday. i swear thinking of it made me nuts. i can even memorise the question. " The common law no longer need a separate requirement of an intention to create legal relations. Any function this requirement performed is now performed by the requiremnet of consideration. Discuss." Major cousin wedding this saturday and i'm not done shopping or completing tasks. -.-'''
TIMEOUT!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
preparing for a wedding is tough man.before burger, after burger.
dance in motion-latin style rocks! , law board. failed picture attempt
yay! read-that-name, mortgage coupon that's a tad too late
law doodles, er... is it supposed to be vishnu? fairy tales!
curi guy took secret shots again! dressing room fun! vishnu's milk. muahhaa! btw, that's not photoshopped. and library!- this is the-supposed studying..
i want more latin dances. they make me high! woohoo.hips swivelling.arms waving... woohoo!
more! More! MOre! MORe! MORE!
plus. cute dancers.. yay! anyone wants to join me?
Friday, October 12, 2007
alann: i did not force you. you had a choice to say hi. and you did. get your facts right. haha
this is the shits man watch to the end
Sunday, October 07, 2007
after this particular lesson, i've realised that in life, people just dont wanna hear the truth. they love the distorted truth. in fact, they prefer to be lied to. they either dont wanna face the truth cause they're cowards, or sometimes, the truth hurts, and the person is better off not knowing. but if that's the case, wouldnt that make me a liar? well, if i could ease that person's pain, i would be a volunteer.
lying. you'd think i love to lie to you? i want you to face the truth although it hurts real badly. the truth will always exist so why not know it now than later? extending the pain would hurt more, wouldnt it. why not face the problem head on and come out stronger than before?
anyway, lying is not speaking the truth. agreed? i could wanna lie to you, by misdirecting you. i go one huge big round, and you do your own conclusion. i give you bits of information that you so hungrily want, and you give me the verdict.
in life, we dont have choices at times. we think we do, but we always tread on paths that many will take or that many would deem appropriate for you. society pressures, family pressures and friends pressures you to take the road most driven. but why? is it because we have a very conservative country? we live in a country that prefers to play on the safe side? a country where if one does not grow up to be a doctor/lawyer/professional would be deemed as a low-life uncivilised stupid person that did not work hard in life? circumstances change people and skews people's lives too you know.
aargh! it's just one of those me against the world days :( ibm's finally picking up, and then poa and banking falls to hell :( contract just remains stagnant, just like my life :(
Thursday, October 04, 2007
today's craziness. impromptus rocks man. cheryln and i went to crash the september intake law class today, and boy was the lecturer boooring... he firstly teaches with his eyes closed, then open, then closed again. wth. seriously. he needs to attend public speaking courses. he's really informative, but then again, he reads directly from the book, in other words, any other dumb ass student can go up there with a louder voice and teach the class too. -.-''' never mind that.
riddles rules. we ditched breaks just to stay in class and solve riddles. haha.
1)what does mr fuzzywuzzy like? dell or acer jogging or walking alann or chris apples or pears happy or smiles? ahah! farhan! i got the fuzzywuzzy puzzle! you needed help and i solved it all by myself :P
3) listen carefully! how many meh-mehs jumped over the fence? muahaha....
4) black magick rocks!
i needed the welcomed stress reliever today. it was good. laughing til my sides spilt and forgetting to eat? woohoo.... it's unbelievable =D fun fun fun
if you think this was bad
premature degeneration
stressful days that made all of us sick now *cough cough*
we went mad
paedophile that has TWO women behind him
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