spate of randomness. took this off someone's blog.
" Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." thats the ultimate sweeetness "
It's funny how nowadays i keep reflecting on stuff, whether or not it applies to me, is another matter altogether. but, it just makes so much sense to me. hate it or not, it's human nature. sociology, psychology people, this is your area. i'd rather leave it to the experts.
life is just beginning and we should savour evey single moment. ups and downs just makes us stronger in life and we should face it with optimism. that's only life. some times when certain things are absent in your life, it doesnt mean God shortchanges you or you are unfortunate. It just may not be suitable for you as you deem it be. But when in such situations, most of the time we use "I". We think only of ourselves and not others, not the bigger picture not other people nor the more unfortunate people in worst situations than us. It just "I". Awkward isn't it? How human behaves. the things we do, the things we ought to do and say, what is right and what is wrong.
gosh. what a madmad world this is. guys that checks out their hair every5secs in the mrt, mothers wearing shortminishorts pushing prams attracting unwanted attention.gosh.
try this out. i got stuck at 84. i kinda wanted to smash the laptop.
yay! another happy week. jitterbug-ers are a cool buncha people. cute guys,sexy babes and a major dance clash?
well, from where i came from-DanceArtsSingapore, ballet classes are generally a female dominated class, and classes like jazz and hiphop are male dominated. well, that mindset ought to change after today. the adult ballet class is..yes. male dominated. gosh. men in tights?? it's an eye-opener for me man. the last time i saw a man, or rather boy in tights was like primary 5? haha. and it's one pathetic boy? now it's like grown men, rather hunky muscular and cute in tights and ballet shoes? haha. so cute. and yes again. the jazz class is female dominated. haha. the world's changing my friend. or rather. it has changed and i'm still oblivious to it all. haha.
all i can say is, they are definitely a happysexypassioncool buncha peeps. their streetlatin's hot. but i guess i'm too a newbie to be dancing with the oldies. they're so experienced. and fantabulous.
happy. shalala. it's so nice to be happy! next week. everything starts next week. changes next week. welcomed/pleasant/great changes? that's for me to find out. this is so exciting. for once again, denise is happy to undergo such changes.
had a healthy fun day today. why healthy? simple. we have guilt free food. serious. for once denise ate salad outside. but it definitely changed my mindset about bland tasting salad. it's really good. we had o'brien's then headed to raffles city for non-guilt free food. unfortunately, we ate guilt free desserts. YES! guilt free desserts. haha . at cedele
what's a date without cam-whoring. and thanks to elaint, passerbys stared at us like some animals in an enclosure. cause she takes pictures super s-l-o-w-l-y. haha. HAPPY BURTHDAY ELAINT. in advance. pictures up later!
Gosh. What a Week. -in a good way of course. so many things happened. decisions were made. good ones and bad ones. but overall, it was fun,Fun,FUN!!!
Thursday : Daddy's Birthday! Real men can pull off pink! Cheese Before.. Cheese After! We Played with the so-called designer ice cream!
Some cheese tart. it's super nice and cheesy. haha
Saturday: supposed 13's day. ended up spending half the time waiting at the MRT.
There's a blood donation drive going on.
Sunday: Father's Day! The very intelligent Zits Comic on the sunday's papers DINNER at IVINS!
I didn't know we were on sembawang territory. haha
Monday: MOF FAMILY DAY!!!-woohooo... three cheers!
Talking about perks when working for the government. a choice between Shrek3 & Pirates 3. each ticket only cost 3 dollars , plus, every ticket is entitled to a choice of popcorn/hotdog/nuts and drink. wooohooo... The admiral cheng ho boat 3!Daddy's looking so cool here whilst enjoying the breeze.VIVO! The crowd was fantastic. the best part was the whole of level3 of GV was ours to scream around and play. felt like a kid again man. Memory games, balloons, shrek's ears. haha. it's cool to mingle. The loot.Shrek's appearance! mummy wanted a side shot.I got a front shot. i swear it was super crowded, so i was kind to let the kids take the pictures first. only condition, with me in the background. haha Mummy calls herself Mrs Charming. she wanted to stranggle shrek from the back.
I love this pic. shrek was waving to me. but hell with the stupid lady whom pushed me. now it's blurry. =(Movie time. We had the best seats. meant for winners of the memory game. haha. right.
i met this really nice lady named christine? we were talking and until later that i found out she was daddy's ex colleague. i felt super dumb. haha.
hefty decisions were made that night before the show, after the show and til supper. gosh. and no. i'm not telling! haha. but i had fun. it's so cool seeing adults act like kids. well, we're all gonna reach that point of time in life one day where we wished we were kids again.
My pocket def has a major size hole now. DENISE! how are you gonna survive school with such a measly amount of money. this spending has got to stop. but right. like i will. i'm gonna meet up with elaine and joey after i've-lost-count-to-how-many weeks! later. dinner at swensens again, for her birthday!
YAY! what a wonderful day out today. except for the fact that i waited ahem! a whoppin 40 mins in the freezing mrt station for miss robyn tan. yay! headed down to sumbit my study grant, followed, i accompanied her to mdis,to check out the science courses there. next, we bodohs suppose to take the bus to millenia walk, but instead walked and talked til we ended up at the mrt station again. the people there would recognise me, considering the fact that i waited there super long, and everyone else had already met their dates. sigh. haha.
next! kawai music school for byn's dip in piano! what a nice cosy secluded place. i like.. haha and my jitterbugs swingapore! just located upstairs. and yes, i'm adamant on joining their jazz. after walkin for miles, byn managed to psyco me to getting a cupp of starbucks! love.
We chatted about everything under the sun. namely, boys, or maybe men. haha. laughing like idiots, getting funny stares from people walking pass, blushing and making ourselves look really sillywilly and stuff. i miss chatting like lil girls having lil crushes. =:P
DINNER!
look at the circled word. pay attention to it. it's our lil secret. and no. it's nothin' to do with the bird flu. yes. mission accomplished. we. ok i, finished the parmesan cheese. stupid poses. Evil teeth.i love this bag. but it looks like it's used for travelling.
It's so nice! i want i want i want. someone,anyone, nice enough to buy for me? haha. doubt so.
my birthday is so far away, and i cant think of any other reason for you to buy it. sigh. is it THAT big? ok what. i dont even have a wish list. but if i do, it's the first on my list. i think i'll consider buying it before the GST hike. haha. it's less than a hundred now.to be exact, 80 bucks.
aargh!!!! i WANT that bag! it's so pretty. i've never wanted a bag that badly before. haha. i swear i could go on and on about the pretty bag that denise wanted to buy but couldnt. not because she doesnt have enough cash, but 2 people said it's too big. so if i ask them to accompany me, they'll try their best to dissuade me.
denise went home a sad girl, without her bag.haha
edit. andrew, you poor thing, please rest and not spread your 'friend' to us like how your friend did. ok this is not making sense. but please rest. you can ask dennis bok and i to act out ocean's 13 for you. haha. and no worries. i doubt it's dengue. it's just funny how when you told me it might be hfm disease, i was imagining you like some kind of toddler in a kindergarten, screaming in pain and worry. haha. takkaire. we'll meet another day. :)
edit, again: yes mr tan weiwen.i exaggerated matters and i guess the part where you appeared in my post is less than half because there's no pic of you.
you should be resting now and not arguing with a healthy girl like me. get well fast and i'm hoping you get well by friday. if not i cant argue with anyone. haha. firstly, dennis is too quiet, half the time i cant hear or understand him. secondly, bok is like, well being bok. he's always huh? or nevermind and three quarts the time i dont understand a single thing he says.
the two of em, one's difficult to hear, the other difficult to understand. and the best part, i'm still meeting them. what's wrong with me. oops. i hope bok doesnt get offended when he reads this. haha.
i think i've typed a lot/ too much nice things about you. (ah! dennis finally replied my msn) that shouldnt be. i should be complainin about you.
remember only kids get hfm-naive thinkin. unless besides pubbing, you and your other two friends did more than pubbing. paedophile men. hahaha
dear byn, this is editnos3, please do not panic over tomorrow's/or rather today's issue. relax. take it as an exposure. and please, regarding your suggestion, or rather, plea that you made, i repeat, i'll not kill you. i've murdered too many people in one night. please take a number. thankz, ahaha
gosh.what a tiring day spent shopping. the happiness was shortlived. it stops when you reach home and start calculating your account balance. sigh. there's still soooo many things i wanna buy during the GSS! yay! haha oh. i also met amira. didnt know she was at MI with rachael mohan. nice to see her since 4? years ago?
for now, i better look at my purchases again and psyco myself to thinking, it was worth it. that's denise for you.
You're walking along the street, or you're at a party, Or else you're alone and then you suddenly dig, You're lookin' in someone's eyes, you suddenly realise That this could be the start of something big You're dining at Twenty-One and watching your diet, Declining a charlotte rousse, accepting a fig, Then out of the clear blue sky, it's suddenly gal and guy, And this could be the start of something big. It's like ceteris paribus setting. sigh. fairy tales. what a hopeless romantic me.
One can never be disappointed if one does not have expectations.
coming out stronger than before. just wanna let you know. you're greatly missed.
Friday, June 08, 2007
10 Signs You're Falling For Someone 1. As soon as you get online, you will look at his name first. 2. When you hear your phone ringing,you will hope it's him calling. 3. When a love song comes on the radio, you will think of him. 4. His name will makes your heart skip a beat everytime you hear it. 5. You always find yourself thinking about & wondering if he is thinking about you. 6. When your phone receives a message, you will hope it's him. 7. You will always want to know where is he now. 8. You will always wish him goodnite/goodmorning. 9. You will always be worried when he is sick. 10. The whole time you were reading this, he is the only one person in your mind
ripped this off corde's blog. i thought i needed a wakening. tho obvious, it's true aint it?
1) YEAH! my fate's sealed. 2) corde, we'll go out together very soon. if not date me! 3) where's my ocean's13 people?
am i really going to go for it? i lack the courage to do so. what will life be then? better i hope.
the best way to show someone you love them, is to trust them.
time isn't on my side. an ns friend says time crawls. and for me? time's zoop zoop zoop! what just happened?
today's tiring. i waited like a whole friggin half an hour for the 317 to church, the bus stop's super hot and there's like no breeze. sweat=disgusting. thank goodness the bus's aircon! worth the wait.haha. i was gettin all bored and to my surprise, varian was at the other end of the bus stop, and all this while for 30 mins, we didnt see each other.haha. what an idiot.
tennis withdrawal. i wanna play! keshin,bok,elaint, date me for a game! shin, please contact sherm??if he's still alive. haha. that scatterbrain of a man
feelin' really bad. discomfort. sigh. i need something new to take my mind away from all this. maybe a holiday, maybe an outing.-but i just had one :( i need to study! r-i-g-h-t. i never expect to say this but i really miss studying. it really numbs me and makes me oblivious to my surrounding. but i dont know why seeing you makes me happy. you're my happy pill! :)
i wanna go shoppin/watch movies/walk around esplanade before school starts. i wanna visit my secret garden with you.
oh. fran when you're back and see this, contact me! we need to hang out. my school starts earlier than yours by a whole friggin month. sigh. but it's just in time to celebrate elaint's birthday.
dinner at oosters,majorcamwhorin at fullerton riverside, taking long train rides to harbourfront and back to home, chatting away as tho we've not met for eons. actually, part of that is true. it was eons ago since we last met.
the anniversary idea thingie is good. it's a great excuse to go out fer dinner and talk talk talk.
we should do this more often. shouldnt we?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW! this post came a lil too late. sorry :)
At Hans, after the Stansfield talk. I think i'll sign up without second thoughts. It's so much better considering the fact that you'll need triple grade A's to enter the UOL overseas. i guess it's the end to my local U life and am looking forward to pursuing a overseas degree! if i'm better it'll be honours!
You're the dinosaur kind. not the fierce, ferocious meat-eating scary type, but the extinct ones. Just one mistake. One very minor small titybity mistake and the whole impression is gone. i'm sorry. i've regretted what i've done. but will you give me a second chance? doubt you will.
this caught my eye today:
But ask yourself this:Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
I kinda like this small lil passage as it really makes me take time off to reflect on the things i've done and the things i regretted doing and not doing. But sometimes in life, when this opportunity passes, there's no way to turn back time, no matter how much you want it to happen, deep down you know that that will never ever happen, and it's time to move on, carrying and paying the price for our mistake. Be it carrying it with shame, glory, joy, disappointment, we'll live through it.
My friends, do not make the same mistake as i did. Think about it thoroughly and do not take action on events that you might regret for life. Tho' the saying goes we live life only once, i'll rebut it by saying, do things in which you'll not regret.
i really want you back. without you is like a jigsaw missing a piece, without you is like a tower without it's foundation. without you is like a life without love.
She went for a studio shoot today! so nice! and i realise i look super WHITE!
Bye Sis! enjoy your trip to japan. i'm praying maybe you'll bring back something for me! haha
2 More days.
Real men can pull off pink!
Cheese Before..
Cheese After!
We Played with the so-called designer ice cream!
There's a blood donation drive going on.
The very intelligent Zits Comic on the sunday's papers
DINNER at IVINS!
Talking about perks when working for the government. a choice between Shrek3 & Pirates 3. each ticket only cost 3 dollars , plus, every ticket is entitled to a choice of popcorn/hotdog/nuts and drink. wooohooo... 
The admiral cheng ho boat 3!
Daddy's looking so cool here whilst enjoying the breeze.
VIVO!
The crowd was fantastic. the best part was the whole of level3 of GV was ours to scream around and play. felt like a kid again man. Memory games, balloons, shrek's ears. haha. it's cool to mingle. 
The loot.
Shrek's appearance! mummy wanted a side shot.
I got a front shot. i swear it was super crowded, so i was kind to let the kids take the pictures first. only condition, with me in the background. haha
Movie time. We had the best seats. meant for winners of the memory game. haha. right.
We chatted about everything under the sun. namely, boys, or maybe men. haha. laughing like idiots, getting funny stares from people walking pass, blushing and making ourselves look really sillywilly and stuff. i miss chatting like lil girls having lil crushes. =:P
look at the circled word. pay attention to it. it's our lil secret. and no. it's nothin' to do with the bird flu.
yes. mission accomplished. we. ok i, finished the parmesan cheese.
stupid poses.
Evil teeth.
i love this bag. but it looks like it's used for travelling.
One can never be disappointed if one does not have expectations.
At Hans, after the Stansfield talk. I think i'll sign up without second thoughts. It's so much better considering the fact that you'll need triple grade A's to enter the UOL overseas.