events have been flooding my social calendar. i choose to take that as a good thing.
haha. sorry f.a.t.e. not feeling too good that i had to give the performance at the RC a miss and the midnight mass. well, i opted for the 9pm one so i thot i could see you guys, but only catched sarah. haha

the party at my house after was such a impromptu thing. it was supposed to be a hush hush kinda thing that blasted into a mega party joint.

then lunch and shopping more eating and getting fat. haha

it's sad how this year the only giving i did was to the salvation army. denise should be doing more than expected.

then dinner at chomps followed by icecube today. hehe. never expected to hear from andrew that he'll be there too! WHERE'S THE YEARBOOK ?!? plus. farhan, dont unpack la. meet us first. the bags wont grow legs and run away...

blue is the colour of dreams - tiffany and co.
on another note, should i watch i am legend tomorrow? aargh!



a voiceless christmas.
literally



i wonder why only during certain occassions that people flock to places.
such would be a recent death of a friend i would say.
i mean, it would be quite sad to find out that people finally managed to take time off and gather together only at funerals.
nothing else calls for meetings?
but then again, i wonder if such gatherings brings certain people together, for certain events that will happen in the future. so, if that's the case, is that a good thing or not?

on another note, finally i managed to meet up with joey! and elaine! for lunch at ma maison @central and a lil shoppin =) do consider joining my dance classes k?
and on the same day, i finally bought my ipodclassic!!!!
met up with linc to pass prezzie and met dad later for grocery!

tiring man. xmas seems to arrive damn fast this year but it doesnt feel like xmas YET
midnight mass this year! it will be extra special with f.a.t.e and all plus party at my place after =)

o holy night...



at ten pm, a really nice church aunty was called back to the lord.
i've known her as a child, and she always have a smile on her face, lighting up anyone's day.
she contributes to the canteen, sharing with everybody her good cooking skills.

aunty, although i do not really know you well personally, thanks to your friendship with my mom that i got to know your family and your daughter, for she became part of my close circle of friends.
i hope you're happy now in heaven with God and do not worry about your family for they will be blessed and taken care of.



tis the season to be jolly and rolly polly!
yay! last dance of the year was uber cool with britney's freakshow.
presents from bim and the dance instructor!
dinner was fun with schenelle(shen), b and bim! ok. not much of a dinner but rather the walk in the rain =)

finally! lunch date with laint and jo! it's been tooooooo long! i miss ya!
dinner at chomps anytime soon llb-yers?

oh, and we passed our law papers. congrats to all!
we have the potential to do well so no worries!!!



Xmas Shopping with Bim was fun. ok.
shopping for clothes, imagining presents for them, on them!
criticising the bad engrish shops use of signs, slight imitation of ahlians with their THIS FASHION
nua-ing the rest of the day, with her unlimited spending power, and well, irritating small boy in the bus with his grams.

I LOVE JOSE!

BMW-big mexican woman

PIMP- player in a management professional

schweeeeettt dadeeeee deeeeee.....

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On Wednesday, dear Mr Farhan collaborated with dear Mr Linc and Mr Dan to get me this wonderful earlybird Xmas Present!!! haha. First present of the year came from them!
yeah, the wine's released to the public on 15 Nov which makes it a lil more special than normal, plus, they got it from MY shop =)
big thankz to the both of you!



yeah, and the rest of the day was spent bullshiting and a short studyin period(from me-only)
youtube's our best friend.
Dear you-break-it-you-buy-it girl went for a blood donation drive and came back with this sticker, which eventually landed on someone else.

Everyone should love peanuts, jose jalapeno on a steek, sweet daddy d, walter and achmed.
whoa! this my people, is my new found friend.
of course there aint any errors in what i typed cause of those who know, it's the very same person.
ok.for now, i'm hoping farhan and linc bring their jamming gear to school tomorrow.

Watch this!

cheerS!



BAKING FUN!
baking was uber cool at sherlyn's place today.
we broke an egg because her table apparently wasnt level, then she dropped the measurement cups, the whisk almost went out of control. haha
plus! the oven was apparently set to GRILL mode so for the first 2 batches we're wondering why the cookies' are cooked only on one side. haha
thankfully to her darling, he realised it was grill -.-'''
if not for him, we'll be spending the whole afternoon wondering what's wrong with our receipe
huge laughters there man

we also came up with cookiecakes! where it was cookie on the outside, cake on the inside. super delish i tell you!

then the whole day was just RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN
i superduperwhollylaughter love THE RAIN not RAIN the k-entertainer.

dance prac was uber fun!
we had a substitute teacher that was really into the technics for jazz. the way she conducted the class really reminded me of the days at DanceArtsSingapore. she's super cool, scary tho'
then choreo was TIRING with a capital T!!!!
it was FUN but TIRING! i've never felt so worn out for class before. floor work, sliding, gliding, twisting, turning, on our tummies UP! haha. fun man.
i WANT MORE! and we ended class ard 9.30? the whole shoppin centre was ours to scream. ahaha
well.. i just want more!

wednesday! fate peeps! are we still meeting?

edit:
linc's really childish to go RAWR! after sayin i shld quote him-i think, then he wld nudge your msn window non stop just to show you his power in roaring. too bad. my meow can do the same you pussycat =P



The professor of a Contract Law class asked one of his better students,

"If you were to give someone an orange, how would you go aboutit?"
The student replied, "Here's an orange."
The professor wasoutraged. "No! No! Think like a lawyer!"
The student then replied,
"Ok.I will tell him -
"I hereby give and convey to you all and singular, my estate and interests, rights, claim, title and advantages of and in,said orange, together with all its rind, juice, pulp and seeds, and allrights and advantages with full power to bite, cut, freeze and otherwiseeat, the same, or give the same away with and without the pulp, juice,rind and seeds, anything herein before and hereinafter or in any deed,or deeds, instruments of whatever nature or kind whatsoever to thecontrary in anywise notwithstanding.

Multiply that by 2561 times and you get THE COMPANIES ACT.

-got it from some random blog i stumbled upon. doesnt it sound awfully familiar my friends?

AARGH!!!!
my 2nd toe is hurtin like hell. it totally curves down creating this 'C' and now this freakin bone sticks out! it never gave me problems before til yesterday when i tried to push it straight and gosh the pain's unthinkable. thankz pointe shoes. really.



Console my people, the ones dear to me; speak to the heart of Jerusalem; the time of your mourning is ended now, the Lord of life will come.

A voice cries out in the wilderness; prepare a way for the Lord! A voice cries out in the wilderness; Make straight a highway for God!

A voice shouts"Cry!" O what shall i cry? All flesh is like grass and it's flowers: the grass may wither, the flower may fade, but the Word of the Lord is forever



is emptiness a feeling?
people are leaving for holidays.
i'm gonna miss most of them.
some of them can leave for all i care.
even tho' you know it's temporary, you feel as tho' a part of you is gone.



if you have only time for one para, read the last. the rest may just be my selfish rantings.

gosh! for the second time, i did not make it to dan's house. ugh!
then i missed today's xmas partee in school. damn.
first time the rain's my barrier to entertainment. =(
yet to outburst yet.
please come on!! let's go to the airport.
we can send alann off, we can send farhan off, we can send beatrice off.
ok b left already.
and no, i did not make it to the airport.
i wanna GO OUT!
i want my ipod
i want my macbook
i want to party.
i want my ... fine. too many wants.
Santa may not reach me
Santa might not reach me thru the chimney.
dont worry. i live on the top floor. easy to pass me THE GOODS!
farhan! dont worry, we'll buy you the bass you want, with the amps and all.
see we're so good to you =)
with friends like us, who needs enemies?
Merry Christmas in advance people!

amidst the fun joy laughter love gifts toys enjoyment, please please please dont forget to do your part for charity. those kids/elderly/less fortunate do deserve their xmas too.
so next time when you're at orchard shoppin' and you hear those bells ringing for the salvation army, spare a dime or two. take your wallet out and donate. trust me. you'll feel better, that's the true spirit of xmas. walk away feeling proud. dont be shy to stop.



it's OVERRRRRR!!!!!
great just great.
after exams, they had ramly burger. gosh the food that's on their mind after the exams. gosh.
cant think of anything else eh?
now. date me!
elaine.... joey....
f.a.t.e, tradition tentative on wednesday.
now, whether to attend the xmas party at school tmr.
no one to go with, except the guys and sharon.
sze bim!! if you read this go with me!!!
i'll be at katong the whole day tmr, so please call me, sms me in advance!!!



wow! guess i'm not so bankin-idiot after all.
after all that procrastinating and excuses that i'm tired, there's loads of time, the neighbours are singing and all that whatnots, i guess i managed to force myself to sit down and conquer this damn bloody subject.
so tomorrow's the big day with tons of mental stress.
to be exact it's a nonstop focus for 4 hrs.
the mind power to be able to shift from bankin to clt.
i'll be damned.

anyway, lucky for those people at 3.30 will be screaming their heads off and partyin while i'm still at some corner of the library covering my head with piles of books.

tomorrow. tomorrow. tomorrow.
everything will be on tomorrow.
everything will be over tomorrow.
but somehow or another. i dont feel exhilarated.
why ah?
is this the nerd effect?
O.o
i'll be damned again.

ANYWAY, GOOD NEWS!!!
for that long awaited break because we end our exams last, we can help ourselves to free, yes, the magic word is FREE STARBUCKS COFFEE!!!
wow. imagine. hmm... i wonder if anyone's up for it too...
just remember to donate any amount. as long as you donate.
it's to the SALVATION ARMY. and remember kids,
it's Christmas, embrace the spirit of giving
=)



phew. the ibm wasnt that hard, but it wasnt that easy either cause we misread the hints he gave us =(
anyway, 3 more days and 3 more papers to go!
yay! freedom is in sight.
just THR33 more days.

i got tired of playing this catch me if you can game. i just wanna give it all up and leave it to fate.

ok! mind's set, and all ready to go!
tues: poa
thurs: ibm and clt
thurs at 5.30 i swear all the law students would rrrippp their blazers off and party!
all the best! push on people!!!!



just in
the place where it all happened
after dinner at THAIEXPRESS, thankz guys for everything =)



dont bother about the previous post.
it was plain rumbling.
and because i got irritated for the 5th time in a row.
-.-'''
caroling just helped me destress from school , but took some stuff up another notch.

so now let's see. my life now's a bitch.
life's practically mundane.
go to school, eatsleepshittalkcryscreamlaughdie on the 8th floor
entertainment is shuttling from room to room disturbing others
food is 3rd floor vending machine
lunch/dinner is fastfood, mainly burgers and cupnoodles.
adrenaline rush from stealing books from the library and NOT getting caught
releasing stress by consuming jellytots and laughin like an idiot.
fun is probably suaning the guys and getting suaned at in return.
nua-ing is the best pastime, or stoning at the blank walls

and i love you guys cause you're all you and not poseur-like and if we really dislike something, we're honest about it.
szebim alann giri lincoln farhan alicia daniel sharon chris krystal beatrice schenelle trinity melanie
thankz for the memories =)



i really had it with you.
why cant you just keep your damn trap closed.
why must you keep mentioning my name in practically everything you do.
should i feel honoured?
damn you.
if people ask about you, they're asking you! not me. so why drag me into the picture and mention me? they can ask me if they want to.
next, you practically scrutinise things about me. what's your problem really.
aargh!!!!
plus all that secrecy about yourself, it's driving me up the wall. if you want to tell me just tell me in my face man, why go round the whole of singapore to ask me all sorts of questions and leave me to piece up all those bit of info about you.
you have a life, and i have mine too!
so, you lead yours and i'll lead mine. you dont have to follow what i do, you dont have to seek my opinion. dont ask me questions or my opinion when you've already made up your mind and whatever i say will just be nonsense and my opinions are being shunned by you not wanting to hear it.
damn you la. i really cant stand it.
i even wonder how we've come this far as friends.
because time is a factor and we seem to be around each other at most times?
or is it because you hardly have anyone to hang around with cause you're well, blah!
damn i dont care if you're reading this, i hope you'll wake up and lead your own life.
pplease be self conscious. you need it big time. sometimes i think your sibling is better off in this area tho he/she may seem a lil eccentric, he/she is a nice person.
you'll need to stand on your own feet man. you're like freakin older than me and what?!? damn i dont know what to do about you.
cant you see, we're really from two different worlds. your interests and strengths are totally not my cup of tea and vice versa, so why try so hard to do the things i do at your expense?

sometimes, dont try and fit a huge hat on your head if your head's so freakin small.
dont try and eat more than you can
dont carry all that load when you know you'll stumble and fall.
i'll help you there but if you keep repeating it, i wont be there everytime you fall.
i have a life too

i understand your predicament, but you'll have to wise up.
i'm sorry friend. but still i wish you the best of luck in future endeavours.

next,
why do best friends like to hurt you so much with their actions.
why do they, sorry only this one, forgets you in times of fun and only remembers you when in trouble?
why treat me so well when you dont even remember and care about the lil things about me?
why call me up just to show concern about someone else i'm not close to and later ask for company because no one else wants to.
dont i have feelings too?
yeah, i'm in the midst of an exam and i cant make it, you give the same reason too, so?
it's not that i'm inhumane but it's the lil actions that pisses me off.
once, and i'll close one eye,
twice, and i still forgive you,
thrice, and i feel used.
sometimes, all that shit we go thru, makes me wonder if it's to show me that you do not need me, or to show me how freakin emo you are and only need me when you're down.

damn. why do such things happen during examinations.
i really am freakin pissed.
sometimes, i really wonder if my life is better off without the two of you.
i know i'm gonna miss you, but it might lessen my pain and load.

i'm not being a bad friend, but i wanna tell you that i have limits too.
cant you understand?

| dee/nise |
| femme |
| scorpio |
| introvert |
| crazily loud |
| smiley kid |
| ME |
| accountinglaw |
| dancing | tennis | sleeping | clouds | teddy bears | hugs | f.A.t.E |


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