i love seeing people fall asleep in buses only to nod their way to realise that everyone saw that bump. haha.
exams over, celebrations ? partially.
sad news early in the morning, father fossion was called back to our Lord, with only one week before his 70th Year in priesthood. i felt like a part of me was gone. when i was a lil girl, father fossion was always there saying hello to me, treating me like i was a lil daughter of his. when you had anything that's troubling you, and you need someone to talk to? his door was always wide open for you to take the first step into his office. he was one guy i love at this point of time even when all his teeth had fallen out, except those front two. he never wanted to give confession to lil girls and old ladies as he strongly believed that at that age, it is impossible to sin. even if we did, it's deem forgiveable. he calls lil children "angels" and always brings a smile to everyone's face when he questions us back in a joking manner. Father, you're the priest that i could talk to and rely on. Now that you've returned to the Lord, i should be happy and not weeping. I love seeing you drive your lil white car that i'll see parked in church or creating noise pollution when you drive it around gardens. my heart aches everytime there's news of you falling ill. I could also remember spending days with dennis's choir to practise singing a birthday song for your birthday when you were still here at SFX.
i guess i made my choice and not to attend Reach!. It's not that i want to, but Father Fossion's funeral's on the same day. I love you father, and you'll always remain in our hearts.
i love rainy days. there's always this curtain of rain separating one from the other. unseen character, untold scandals. things that we rather keep to ourselves than let other people have a part or say in it. Life, human stories, life, so fragile that it takes one's death for you to appreciate his/her doings and realisation that you cant live without them.
too complex. life is getting really complex. i once said, how can you be in such a predicament. it's nothing! it's just a job, how can you ever go against your conscience? now i know. sometimes, things kinda suck. you'll never ever know how it feels unless you're in the person's shoe. that goes to people who hangs the sentence "i know how you feel". bull shit. crap. you'll never know unless you've reached that stage. sometimes, even imaginations dont work too. you'll have to be personally wearing those shoes. nuff said. church is such a sanctury to me now. the peace, serenity, calmness and most of all, simplicity was great. never in this complex career driven world can you find such peace, except in the house of God.
oh did i mention, i love rainy days? warmth you'll receive or rather feed off one another. embrace it. timeless. desire v conscience.
(i forgot what i was suppose to blog) 20cases again.gosh.
