after this particular lesson, i've realised that in life, people just dont wanna hear the truth. they love the distorted truth. in fact, they prefer to be lied to. they either dont wanna face the truth cause they're cowards, or sometimes, the truth hurts, and the person is better off not knowing. but if that's the case, wouldnt that make me a liar? well, if i could ease that person's pain, i would be a volunteer.
lying. you'd think i love to lie to you? i want you to face the truth although it hurts real badly. the truth will always exist so why not know it now than later? extending the pain would hurt more, wouldnt it. why not face the problem head on and come out stronger than before?
anyway, lying is not speaking the truth. agreed? i could wanna lie to you, by misdirecting you. i go one huge big round, and you do your own conclusion. i give you bits of information that you so hungrily want, and you give me the verdict.
in life, we dont have choices at times. we think we do, but we always tread on paths that many will take or that many would deem appropriate for you. society pressures, family pressures and friends pressures you to take the road most driven. but why? is it because we have a very conservative country? we live in a country that prefers to play on the safe side? a country where if one does not grow up to be a doctor/lawyer/professional would be deemed as a low-life uncivilised stupid person that did not work hard in life? circumstances change people and skews people's lives too you know.
aargh! it's just one of those me against the world days :( ibm's finally picking up, and then poa and banking falls to hell :( contract just remains stagnant, just like my life :(
