a huge drastic major change of feelings. it has been a really un-fun roller coaster ride of emotions.
i guess it has been done for me. and i guess i have only 2 options now. tho i'm keeping the other 2 open. for now. Stansfield?orUNSW?
depressed to the stage where i've lost the ability to feel. numb you may call it but no. cause i know i'm depressed. i guess i rather be oblivious cause sometimes, i hate to say this but,
the truth really hurts too much.
nothing you say or do can make me better cause i know i only have myself to blame. and stop acting like you know how i feel cause you've not been in my shoes. so dont say things like i know how you feel. it's crap. just be silent.
sorry if i'm being rude. just not exactly in the best of moods now. my future has officially gone down the drain. till i look for the other door God has opened for me, i'm still not looking on the brighter side.
the days are too gloomy and dark without any signs of sunshine.
actually i need not apologise. this is my ranting page and i can do what i deem fit. aargh! i'm having a major split personality with my splitting headache. going bonkers soon. depressed.still.
