someone save me from this wreck. but then again, if i dont tell anyone, no one can help. why are there always conflicts? conflicting ideas/ideals/thoughts/decisions/feelings it's just life aint it, if you're thinking that way.
why is it that sometimes seeing you more makes it hurt so bad. why is it that you have to sacrifice something for the better? why cant i have my cake and eat it too? why cant we live life at it's simpliest? why do you make things so complicated when it's really easy? why do like to play mind games? why? we're obviously at 2 different ends of the pole.
there's something in your eyes that makes me wanna lose myself, makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms there's something in your voice that makes my heart beat fast. hope this feeling last the rest of my life. if you knew how lonely my life has been and how long i've been so alone if you knew how i wanted someone to come along and change my life the way you've done.
" Love is patient and kind;love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way' it is not irritable or resentful' it does not rejoice at wrongdoings, but rejoices with the truth, love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things "
" if I kept you too close it's because I wanted to keep you longer " " could've been so beautiful, could've been so right " " love is a leap of faith "
SAD! DEPRESSEDactually. after all that furniture moving from one room to another, i realised i've lost my belovedteddybear! comeback! you're so huge but i still cant seem to find you. :( :( :( :( :( :(
a huge drastic major change of feelings. it has been a really un-fun roller coaster ride of emotions.
i guess it has been done for me. and i guess i have only 2 options now. tho i'm keeping the other 2 open. for now. Stansfield?orUNSW?
depressed to the stage where i've lost the ability to feel. numb you may call it but no. cause i know i'm depressed. i guess i rather be oblivious cause sometimes, i hate to say this but,
the truth really hurts too much.
nothing you say or do can make me better cause i know i only have myself to blame. and stop acting like you know how i feel cause you've not been in my shoes. so dont say things like i know how you feel. it's crap. just be silent.
sorry if i'm being rude. just not exactly in the best of moods now. my future has officially gone down the drain. till i look for the other door God has opened for me, i'm still not looking on the brighter side.
the days are too gloomy and dark without any signs of sunshine.
actually i need not apologise. this is my ranting page and i can do what i deem fit. aargh! i'm having a major split personality with my splitting headache. going bonkers soon. depressed.still.
I met aunt jenny at compass today. went for swensens. hey they had students specials and boy it was worth it. I found this really cute toy at metro. Aunty and I Wonglilin and AllanWu's faces floating all around Swensens. they're like headless ghosts Aint this cute. How i wish. Sigh. I gave up my dream.
Lord please help me tide over this crisis. Is there really something wrong? I'm really afraid. Please give me strength, and faith in you. I need a peace of mind Lord. Your sheep is really afraid. Please grant me serenity.
I found this really cute toy at metro.
Aunty and I
Wonglilin and AllanWu's faces floating all around Swensens. they're like headless ghosts
Aint this cute. How i wish.
Sigh. I gave up my dream.