Tuesday, May 29, 2007
now god has closed all doors and there's no hope.
life is draggy and wasted.
hope was given and hope was lost.
there's no such thing as a chance.i cancel what i said earlier on.life has to go on. just that it's at a really slower pace right now.
i wanna shut myself out from this world. away from everything.
away from life.
away from energy.
away from ... sucesses.
when i needed to talk to you the most, you're overseas.
why.
i can turn to no one now.
my life's plan is screwed i know.
flawed cause there's no more backup.
why bring me to this stage only to abandon me and leave me here hanging.
i need answers and i want them.
ok. i'm not really shut out from routes or anything but rather, i dont wanna tread on them.
and for the last time, i do NOT want to be a teacher, so please stop repeating those words of yours. anybody seriously.
gosh. my first hundred posts and i sound so depressed.o k. i am.
Labels: Desperate and numb
Like any normal day?
Monday, February 26, 2007
The past few days were radical man.
Love It.
But in a few days time,
these may cease to exist.
I too may become extinct.
But with your grace i might be able to carry on.

My Minute Maid at Swensens :)) (the extra smile for a double chin i'm having)

The Yummy-licious Coit Tower!

Sarah's KIWI

Sarah's Neighbour's Pug. So friendly and the tee's cute!

The Ever Loyal Sandy of mine.

I was playing play-doh with Lil' Niece Alexandra Mae Koh Rui Yan. Lovable pieces i made :) smart me!

And to obviously end the dayy with MAHJONG! woohoo. we won!
It's really nice to see you.
But,absence makes the heart grow fonder
My priority right now is getting ahead in life
Getting acceptable results,decent grades that will secure my future.
You'll help me.
Will ya?
Labels: Desperate and numb
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